1) try laser tag - supposed to do today but i wasn't able to go:(
2) ocean park (even if i've been there more or less 3 times already.
3) try different restaurants on my list!
4) watch a movie
5) play bowling again, (not on wii! hehe!)
6) watch the stars
7) go to pet express moa!
8) travel outside metro manila

hay...

almost all my life...

i have been doing what other people like me to do. not what i like to do. why? sometimes, it makes me happy because i love those other people. but then again when i think about it. does it really make me happy? especially that they feel like it's what you want?

I have a lot of dreams in my life but then again, I am sure not all will be done in this lifetime. But as much as I try to do what I want, most of the time I can't coz the people around me whom I love sometimes wants me to do otherwise.

Broken promises, taken for granted, and it's my fault again.. over and over again..

some people have it easy. they get everything they want without any guilt even if there's a gray area or done in bad faith. but then again, i believe in karma. one day... i'll say one day...

I am so tired. everything I do, it's for them. and yet, if I make one single mistake or I get fed up it's magnified to a big shit.

oh well tiis tiis. well that's all i can do for now naman :(

karma

super tired this week had lots of thing to do and still undone. energy levels are going down. but the reason for my blog today I guess is called karma.

I always felt like it's unfair but now I try to just let it go and tell myself, someday, they'll get their own karma for all the dishonesty, selfishness and manipulation of all those people.

Anyways, enough about that. what would be better for you? good workplace or better work location? if it were only easy then I'd say most definitely good workplace but then again, life is just not about me. It also involves my family. But we'll see soon. All these great people in my workplace makes me happy and content in a way that even if I didn't get to do what I truly love which is retail marketing in a big company, I'm content with the way it is right now.

Lord, Thank you. All your tests have a reason. I know all these makes me a stronger and better person. Happy weekend everyone!