Not Like the Movies – KC Concepcion Music Code and Lyrics Code

I’m your average dreamer, I’m a true escapist
Always expecting a happy ending
Maybe I’ve been watching too many movies

Maybe I should grow up and start pretending
When I saw your face thou, everything was slow mo
And I started wondering why..?…

Why can’t it be?
Just a pathway full of roses
Leading to a sunset view
With the one you’ve always dreamt of greats

Why can’t it be?
It was like a movie scene, the way I felt for you
Only you didn’t fall, now it’s not like the movies at all
(…not like the movies at all..)

Should I kept my heart charged
Should have been more patient
Should I kept deny on my addiction

What was I expecting
Did I have a vision of a scene
That only lived in fiction

Now I know that you are not gonna be my co-star?
And it starts to wonder why..

Not Like the Movies – KC Concepcion Music Code

1) try laser tag - supposed to do today but i wasn't able to go:(
2) ocean park (even if i've been there more or less 3 times already.
3) try different restaurants on my list!
4) watch a movie
5) play bowling again, (not on wii! hehe!)
6) watch the stars
7) go to pet express moa!
8) travel outside metro manila

hay...

almost all my life...

i have been doing what other people like me to do. not what i like to do. why? sometimes, it makes me happy because i love those other people. but then again when i think about it. does it really make me happy? especially that they feel like it's what you want?

I have a lot of dreams in my life but then again, I am sure not all will be done in this lifetime. But as much as I try to do what I want, most of the time I can't coz the people around me whom I love sometimes wants me to do otherwise.

Broken promises, taken for granted, and it's my fault again.. over and over again..

some people have it easy. they get everything they want without any guilt even if there's a gray area or done in bad faith. but then again, i believe in karma. one day... i'll say one day...

I am so tired. everything I do, it's for them. and yet, if I make one single mistake or I get fed up it's magnified to a big shit.

oh well tiis tiis. well that's all i can do for now naman :(

karma

super tired this week had lots of thing to do and still undone. energy levels are going down. but the reason for my blog today I guess is called karma.

I always felt like it's unfair but now I try to just let it go and tell myself, someday, they'll get their own karma for all the dishonesty, selfishness and manipulation of all those people.

Anyways, enough about that. what would be better for you? good workplace or better work location? if it were only easy then I'd say most definitely good workplace but then again, life is just not about me. It also involves my family. But we'll see soon. All these great people in my workplace makes me happy and content in a way that even if I didn't get to do what I truly love which is retail marketing in a big company, I'm content with the way it is right now.

Lord, Thank you. All your tests have a reason. I know all these makes me a stronger and better person. Happy weekend everyone!

back from hiatus

Guess what, it's been a rollercoaster ride eversince I've last blogged!

I now have a job (after taking so much time thinking selecting, I ended up with something complicated but then again, I believe that things happen for a reason and there's a reason for this!)

I now have a part-time/sideline/biz on the side at the same time. who would have thought that when things are low, everything is on the low side but when things start to catch up with all the lax time i got it would be doubled! But then again, I really find it's a blessing to have this. Something I love to do and maybe I just got what I asked for :) Probably just a little more to achieve my dreams! :)

It's really been a while since I last updated this but hopefully when i get the extra time I will surely update this and change the layout as well! I really find black backgrounds a little umay already! :)

Oh, by the way, I tried letting go of something that fills in negative energy. why? It seems like what my gut feel is right and confirmed. :p Good Riddance!

I know what my passion is. Quarter life crisis is really a stage in life where you feel lost but to combat it is to try new things! or try doing something you don't like and you will know what you like :P


Supposed to go on a trip but will not push thru, but it's okay :) I'm so missing a lot of things eversince I started work, but I think this is for the best. I'd rather be someone useful/independent :)


For my friends who still await the posts in my blog, kindly pray that I do pass my certifications on the first take! hehe! Thanks! :) byebye for now! :)

Guess what?

I can now blog using my ipod:) expect more updates from me then :)


I can finally say ipod is <3

busy-ness!

I'm too busy too blog lately but I really need to update this. New layout hopefully coming soon!:)

Anyways, in probably a week's time, I will be on my second or third job. I think I should say it's my third job and it's my second company:) Since so little time is left, I wanted to finish everything in my list below so that when I start work, everything will be in order:)

1) GP List (expenses etc) DOB etc!
2) My Doggie in car sign!:D
3) Cosmopawlitan's site
4) Paws N' Fins site updates
5) Employment requirements
6) Xerox of important documents
7) weekend stints
8) Shopping!
9) and a whole lot more....

it's lists and more lists! But I have to say that the past 2 weeks have been extra fruitful and busy!:)

I also plan to change my blog's layout to a simpler style and hopefully, I will be able to blog about my fabulous finds:D


Ta-ta for now!:) Hello again, corporate world but this time, I'd surely do my extra stints!:)

Randoms

I just wanted to pour out these useless thoughts and get it over with and get back to work! I still have so many things to do but these useless and annoying thoughts keep bugging me!

I forgot where or whose status in facebook I saw this message but I think it's good and at least it makes sense!

"I don't wish for them to die. but if they do, I hope they burn in hell"

well something like that. To all those people who are plastic, user, liars, etc. THAT "quote" is for you!

I know, I sound like as if I'm filled with hatred inside. But so what, for those people who abuse other people and just used them for their own personal gain or whatsoever that is for you!

There, I feel so much better! I can now get back to my work! whee~

Lists, Lists and more Lists!!!!

List #1 - Things to do

1) Download and install Itunes
2) Dock my Ipod and Put Classical Music
3) Organize my Files
4) Delete Unnecessary Files
5) Back them up on a CD
6) Organize my stuff
7) Organize my E-mail
8) Clean up Facebook Invites
9) Clean up unused Apps
10) Update Phonebook and consolidate information to my phone:)
11) Do the Errands and Chores
12) Get my backpay
13) Exhaust all old blank Cds, Dvds
14) Organize Wii games
15) Organize my books and wrap them in plastic
16) Look for a nice Card holder
17) and more and MORE!

LIST #2 - Things to accomplish/achieve within the first quarter of the year!

1) Change Blog Layout
2) Change PawsandFins layout
3) Change Plurk Layout
4) Change my Multiply site's Layout
5) Read a book
6) Learn at least 2 Piano Pieces (I think I already finished one)
7) Read at least 2 Magazines
8) Try to get into the habit of playing Wii Fit at least three times a week (for the first quarter)
9) Recheck my Video Collection


LIST #3 - Some Goals for the year 2010!

1) Make a sideline / main line:)) haha joke!
2) Drive at least 100kms
3) Study new piano pieces and practice my skills
4) read books (hopefully at least 1 each quarter)
5) read magazines (hopefully 2 each quarter)
6) Organize organize organize
7) Fix my lappie!
8) Self-Study /Review Nihongo
9) More to come:P